Aku takut

Aku pikir orang lain yg gila. Ternyata aku. Aku yg berantakan ngadepin substansi kantor. Aku yg benci liat manusia kantor. Emosiku yg ga stabil tiap denger keluhan. Tangisku yg selalu ingin meluncur setiap dapat teguran.

Aku takut sama hidup. Takut ga memenuhi target. Takut gapunya temen. Takut ga cukup baik. Takut ga kesampean mimpinya. Takut semua hal.

Oh wow betrayed

Its not about ris. We perfectly fine. Its about people. Who betray me.

I should have known it since the very first time. They are not worth to befriend with.

U have 12 days left. Leave them with peace.