Long time nooooo tellling story here
Things get a bit complicated. I feel bad and I feel sorry. Feels like I betrayed him. But on the other hand, something feels not-so-wrong, if you understand what I mean.
Something that exacerbating is it's him. Not another man. Maybe he just got vision about what happened in the office.
Aaaa things should be not this complex. But somehow I know what he means by not allowing me for having deeper relationship with him, we will play fire. Ya, we actually already played with the fire. But I tried so hard to not making it warmer, and sometimes I tried to extinguish the fire. I tried my best even though it cannot be accepted. Aaaaa things got so confusing nowadays. Hopefully I can stop playing with fire. Please be strong jas. I know you can stop playing with fire. Dont betray him. He is everything, and losing him means losing everything. Ok?
